Recently, I've realized something ... My past has finagled itself into my present.
In the past, I had liked a man where the feelings weren't mutual. Thus, I got involved in the first relationship I could. Everything moved too quick there, and I've got scars I still carry today. With that, I had missed out on a possible relationship with a man I actually could've saw myself being with. Time had cast a spell, so I think that we weren't meant for the other.
I debated seein' a guy who had feelings for me, but I didn't for him.
After debating for a bit, I had refused. I wasn't going there again. Also, I've caught feelings for a different guy who has a girlfriend right now, but I'm hopin' for a shot with him sometime in the future. Given I'm reliving the past, it's not a bad thing! Eventually, I'm going to get an opportunity to be with an incredible man. Maybe, it'll be somebody new, maybe the guy I dig. Nevertheless, I'll be happy. He'll be worth everything I've faced and everything I've fought.
When Histories repeating itself, don't make those mistakes again ... You're given a shot to make a difference, do the thing you wish you could've done the first time around. When your past is present, don't freak out. Presents become pasts, bringing about futures with fresh and new opportunities.
In the past, I had liked a man where the feelings weren't mutual. Thus, I got involved in the first relationship I could. Everything moved too quick there, and I've got scars I still carry today. With that, I had missed out on a possible relationship with a man I actually could've saw myself being with. Time had cast a spell, so I think that we weren't meant for the other.
I debated seein' a guy who had feelings for me, but I didn't for him.
After debating for a bit, I had refused. I wasn't going there again. Also, I've caught feelings for a different guy who has a girlfriend right now, but I'm hopin' for a shot with him sometime in the future. Given I'm reliving the past, it's not a bad thing! Eventually, I'm going to get an opportunity to be with an incredible man. Maybe, it'll be somebody new, maybe the guy I dig. Nevertheless, I'll be happy. He'll be worth everything I've faced and everything I've fought.
When Histories repeating itself, don't make those mistakes again ... You're given a shot to make a difference, do the thing you wish you could've done the first time around. When your past is present, don't freak out. Presents become pasts, bringing about futures with fresh and new opportunities.
Fabulous post!
ReplyDelete-Darla.